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2008-04-08T06:25:00.001-07:00

8th April 2008.

Oops! I did it again ~ lols . Hey people . after a long break from bloggin' and i'm back again . lols
it's been 5 days since i have time to blog . lols x) So busy lor . Zzz . Well , New Poly students are going to attend their lesson in i think 2 day's time ? hahas , good Luck . Have Fun . Well , hahas , got nothing to say ler .. hmm ... oh ya very sian lor physics mock exam only got 38/70 and chemistry onli got 26/70 . Well , was a sad case and i decided to study hard . OMG u tell me how to study la , all play and play and play . i really cant focus lor . hahas . oh ya Yao Song , Ur bed is damn nice to sleep la . lol~ better den mine x) .

Well , i get this werid Feeling u know .. hmm . i'm like ... getting further and further away from u guys u know . Friends are suppose to be encouraging ya . all i got is disencouragment , and some vulgarities and ya , Broke my things and say ' never mind' , insult others ... Well , i'm abit sensitive that kind of words and so ya . please keep in mind ... Thanks~ I Love ya Always .

MelzRanger

2008-04-03T06:55:00.000-07:00

3rd April 2008 .

Today is Jian Lin's Birthday . ^^ . We sang birthday song to him and wish him all the best. lols .

Man , i Feel like blog is very 'Sian' Lols ~ zzz. hard to maintain one . i dun have the time to do .

Well , Met this new Girl is opposite class , Valerie . So was so encouraging and ya , thanks to her i gotten out of my own world . hahas thanks alot ~ Yep thanks

MelzRanger

2008-04-02T07:05:00.000-07:00

2nd April 2008 .

Hmm , Hi people . 2nd post ^^ . Hahas , Changed my blog skin and added a few features.. yeah , thks to gerald . hahas ^^ . hmm ya gonna start abt today's reflection ...

' It's Hard to change others but it's easy to change yourself . ' - MelzRanger x)

anyone agree with this quote above? I'm facing some diffculties over here and da trying to be not aware of this exisiting situation . Well u know . u have to talk to the person in order to understands someone . Sadly , till this day , no one actually know how i feel ... . Well. it's okay for me u know , hahas as i nv tell dem wad i actaully wanted and ya . i dun blame u guys . there's a song that i came across actually spoke my heart ... and particular lyric touches me , make me feel so sad and wants to cry .. i think it goes like this -> 'When I feel so bad , when I feel so sad , I´m longing at the time we had , the time I can´t forget ... ' .

Well u may tell me i'm Sooooooooooo Emo . hahas , but's it's true . i'm 'Emo-ed' . I cry everynight for a reason but afterthat i 4get wad i cried for ... Hmm ,'O' levels are comming soon and i already felt very stress .. (Like kenneth ) =X . my friend always wan to have dota matches afterschool that makes me feel tired in the night and didn't feel like studying anymoree...

But i still love you guys and hope u guys love me back . haha , so mushy x) . Well i felt like a change person after N's level . Well my Friend said that i becoming 'Defiant' ? well i still dun get the meaning of that .. hahas . well , Yup changed person i am , nt doing homeworks and get abit piss off in school . Well , maybe i could change my attitude so that , ya get better results ... hahas.

Hmm . Do u guys know that everything after watching a movie den go straight home right ? Well , i actually didnt . i Went to some where isolated in the night and camp myself there in the playground . i Feel better afterwards . everytime i saw a group of people go out and i really wish i could be part of dem . Well , u know , even though they do silly things i still find it fun ..

Well , most of all that i still care for my friendship among my friends and still welcome new friends !! Woo~ More Girls please ! mixture of girls and boys would be healthy .

MelzRanger

2008-04-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

1st April 2008 .

The First Blog of this month and i'mma make it a special one ...
How special .. ? Don't ya Worry . U'll Soon find out ...

Well , Firstly , i wanna thanks all my friends that have been with me all these while ... Yep . thanks you <3. Thanks for your support and everything else and i really appreciate that very much ... Really Really very appreciate that .. Well , you guys leaves me with Happy and saD memories and ya . thanks for that too . hahas . Sound very Emo right .. ? Just continue reading and u'll find out why ... Good Friends/Bad Friends are Friends too . there will be no fun without these two types of peeps . Well .. it's just remember that ... Best Friends are forever . Really no joke . Well i 'LOST' quite a number of good friends overnight 2~3 yrs ago and ya . Well . Sad right . This damn thing actually happened to me sadly ... Yeah . I do not know wad actually happened and one day they just stop talking to me .people starts to 'Talk back' abt me and i had tolerated for the past few yrs. i Tried to 4get abt dem but .........nothing works . yeah den i came across and read abt a guy with a same situation like me ... Well the advice for him is , 'Forget about the old gang . you do not belong to that group anymore , try start to look for new friends .' Hmm , i find this very true . people dun wan u , u still stick around with dem for wad? They will Hate u even more ... so yeah people cherish ur friends now . dun u ever let dem down or betray them . Well for me meanwhile still looking for friends that understands me . hahas ^^ .

Hmm , I'm Still now Lonely and Sad , pacing thru my teenage life ... PLEASE ! Please send joy to me so that i could be more happier ...

The Different Side Of MelzRanger

2008-03-31T04:38:00.001-07:00

31st March 2008 .

Hell Yeah ! Today is monday and ... it's means that it's 'Back to School Day after weekend. lOls .so i Went to school and felt very bored . lols . today Social Studies is so sian . Mrs blah blah (Did not want to hurt her feeling so better dun say HER name . )kept explaining the SEQ and i was like ... don't understand ? LOL . wasting of time . hahas . ^^ den after that i had chemistry practical lesson . Was another ' ZZZ' lesson . she gave us a sheet of paper and tell us to do the experiment , dots la . i dun even understand a thing . so i keep playing with the chemicals around. lols . keep shaking it and was like pretending to do it . lols . I was feeling 'Emo' and sit around the bench and looking at other people do . ^^ =x . Hmm , i still remember that one of us did the most funniest thing on earth . He did put not testube underneath the filter funnel and still wants the filtrate . LOL den the whole Class Like , O.O ! and kept laughing ^^ x) .After the lesson , i did nt pass up my that worksheet coz i nv do anything on it . not even writing down my name . hahas . i put it in my yellow chemistry file and leave it in class . Den after school i went to eat den go to Yao Song House to ... Improve Gerald's Blog . hahas , den i was doing nothing there so i decided to watch the television with his grandmother . hahas . so funny that old show . hmm den after that , My other friend , Leroy came also . hahas . he pressed the doorbell den ran away ! me and yao song den wait for him to show up . well , in the end , i saw leroy's bag and shouted , " Leroy , I saw u ler la ." hahas den he laughed and came forward . Leroy showed us a Physics 'O' Level exam paper 2007 that yao song took last year ^^ . IT's quite simple actually . hahas . After that . I felt bored and take out my phone and start to take pics with them . Lols . Here are some pics i took !

MelzRanger

2008-03-31T04:33:00.000-07:00

Wahahas ! This is a Nerw picture about me . I Looked like 'Ah Beng' Right ? Maybe i'm One ...

2008-03-31T04:29:00.001-07:00

Oh Well , On The left is Edwin and On The right is Gerald ! Edwin Is so shy to take pictures !

2008-03-31T04:28:00.000-07:00

This Is Yao Song and me ! LOL ! We Looked So Werid ! I Even 4Gets To Smile .

2008-03-31T04:10:00.000-07:00

Wahahas ! That's Leroy , Gerald And Me ! Gerald Looked Like he's suffering ! :O

2008-03-30T04:25:00.001-07:00

30 March 2008 .

Heya People . Wahahas . I'm Back . ^^ Hmm , Well today is just another boring sunday for me . Well didn't do anything special . just stay at home relaxing , hahas . Well , managed to play a few rounds of dota with AI . But the thing is , i found a few buggs on the map v6.50 . LOL. Hmm , like NA's stun , VS's Swap and BS's 3rd skill (symbol) .Well , it's a duped map so ... Yeah~ There's more to come or discover ^^ . wahahs . den after that , my friend gerald messaged me that tmr there's d&t's 'Excursion' . So zzz lor , Ruined my LOvely Sunday. T.T . Well , but not long after that , i came across a show that always shown on sundays 2.30pm at channel 8 . It's a very funny chinese show. hahas , seriously it's so damn funny , hahs , sorry i have to use such words . Hehes . At around evening , i went to Look at my physics Textbook . lols . Actually the secondary 5 physics textbook is very good ^^ . all summarize from the sec3/4 textbook x) . So i copied into my notebook and hope to return to the book back to my friends . so that i will not get complains =x=x=x=x . hahas ^^ . ARGH ! tmr is monday and it's 'go back to school' day . ZzZ . I Like school but there's also some reasons i don't like school . hahas . So... That's About it for today , See ya People! Hope I Will get this offically done by ... 1st april ? :P

MelzRanger

2008-03-29T07:32:00.001-07:00

29 March 2008 .

Hey People , This is My First Ever blog in my whole life ! Oh My GoD . I want to thank My friend , Gerald , Who encourage me Have this Blog . Lols . hahas . Oh Well , Actually i'm not that lonely yet , But i'm desparated to have more friends , hahas . The More the merrier x) . Well , I Will offically start my blog at 31/03/2008 , Or Might as well starts at , Hmm , 1st April , Which is April Fool's day ? But I still will continue tomorrow still . Well , hahas . Oh ya. By The Way , I Missed All my friends ! Think just a Few weeks time they are starting their poly life , so envy of them .

<--- THIS IS ME ! ANOTHER ORDINARY GUY.

MelzRanger

My Life , My Friends , My Dreams , My Aspirations *POOF* GONE~

My Life , My Friends , My Dreams , My Aspirations POOF GONE~